DaMn ThOsE MoZzIeS!!

Sick sick sick...
I suspect i got dengue... hope i not so heng.. but who knows i am damn suay lo...


I found from the health promotion board the symptoms :

High, prolonged fever (usually lasts for 5 to 7 days) (Yes - on and off fever)
Rashes (eh dunno how to see)
Severe headache (Yes)
Pain behind the eyes (a bit)
Muscle and joint pains (Yes!!)
Nausea (Yes - Once)
Vomiting (almost)
Loss of appetite (Yes)
Fatigue (Yes)
Diarrhoea (Yes - Once)


hmm... 8 out of 10... exam i oso dun score so high lo.. Where's corine when i need her???
Blasted mozzies!!

NiGhT SaFaRi AnD MoS - A NiGhT Of NiGhT AnImAlS...

Went to Night Safari with dear and his sister on sat... half price leh heh.. very poor leh dunno why i feel poorer as compared when i was in school heh... was a very rushed day.. kena cheated by them.. the website said it opens at 6pm but when i went there they said it was 7!! I got proof k!

SEE!!!!

make us wait! its time they updated their website lo.. anyway they dun allow us to take pictures with flash there as they are afraid we will affect their eyesight heh.. so, without flash we can't even see the animals la so we jus had to take ourselves heh.. we are animals too ma haha..

Scary?? haha my camera fogged up heh

dear is too tall!! he forgot i am very short.. cut me off

much better.. but his head a bit cut off haha.. sigh its either me or him lo

we walked the whole park.. faster.. we were rushing from this animal to e other.. and finally we had to rush to watch the animal show thing... when we got there 20 minutes early to shope seats and almost the whole place was filled and they say we singaporeans are kiasu.. tsk waited so long for e sh0w to start, nothing to do so take more pictures lo heh...

hmm... we re took so many times as u can see and notice shihui can't keep her eyes open or focus on e camera heh.. tink my flash too strong haha... gotta stop show starting and we were caught using flash haha...

Last one before we leave heh

we left at 930 cos i gotta rush to MOS by 1030.. we went to buy dinner for dear's sisters den he went home to change while i waited in e car heh nothing to do so... take picture!!

okok.. i am not self absorbed k not narcissistic k.. jus bored ma.. took more than this k but all e same so boring haha.. ya la i no creativity haha..

I tired my best to drive as fast as my poor car can go but.. sigh i still cannot make it there by 1030.. so i had to pay more.. all ke li's fault la he went with his classmates then ying have to go so we all have to go as well.. we stayed till 3 can!! I haven stepped into a club or stayed out till so late for damn long haha... i have turned over a new leaf heh.. ya rite!! jus cut down only la

BaD StArT... WhY Am I So SuAy???

I am sick
got rained on while walking to the bus stop, ended up running
bloody wind kept blowing the rain into the bus stop
waited for damn long for the bus
very cold in the bus
com at work conked out on me
colleague who fies it for me is on 3 day leave
struggle with it for a while before asking for help
Dun have my usual morning tea
Wanted to have milo instead
cannot find...
found the last pack after i opened the 3 in 1 coffee
dun like e coffee so only drank half
cannot shit ...
There are ants, big fat juicy ones in my bowl of sweets...

Damn bad start to e week
Hope things will pick up...
Its da jie wedding on sun

My PoOr BaBy...

My baby is sick.. yesterday i went to visit him and he was so hot.. i mean his temperature was so high..i was so worried... he looked so weak and sickly unlike my usual dear who is so hyper and always shouting at his mei mei heh... maybe i passed my low immunity to him...

I put him to bed early and waited for him to fall asleep.. looking at him made me feel very upset and scared.. i dunno why but i felt like crying... i dun wan anything bad to happen to him.. dun wan him to fall sick again ... i am so glad he sounds better today but he got a test later.. i hope he will pass and he will be careful on his way there and home...

DiD I Do AnYtHiNg WrOng????

Sometimes i try to do some stuff for the good of others but i dunno why many times it backfires... I mean well but why do others always misunderstand me? why can't pple jus look at the other side of e coin?... i can't say for sure i do that as well but at least i will try when i reflect on it...

i know my method of showing that i care might not be e best but i dun mean things in a bad way... maybe u will not agree with me... diff pple have diff ways of displaying their affection..
i am sorry i upset u but i didn't mean any harm... I only want things to be well for u and not to add on to your burdens...U might not appreciate my efforts.. u might tink that i do not tell u things.. but at least give me a chance to defend myself... some things cannot be just taken at the surface...

i am not like other girls who would make a guy buy stuff for me and bring me to expensive places, eat good food, go ard in cabs.. i dun mind eating at hawker centres, take the public transport and jus spend e day at home doing nothing... i used to tink i was quite a good gf but now i really dunno.. maybe people will only appreciate someoneif they are not too good to them...

PeRfEcT MaN, HuSbAnD AnD FaThEr....

Last nite i was lying in bed and tinkimg about growing old... the thought of it scares me... i dun really wanna see pple grow old, weak and dependent on others... Seeing my ah gong growing weaker and weaker makes me very afraid... he used to be so strong and healthy, going wherever and doing anything he wanted... but now i have to bring him up to bed every night and sometimes even walk him to e toilet... i know he tinks he is burden to us... he tried going out on his own to e supermarket jus outside my hse and he had to take cab in... but i tink he feels better that way cos he wants to he useful again...

Ah gong used to be e handy man in e hse... anything that needs to be repaired or any school project that requires making something, ah gong will do it for us... He made a kalidescope for me, and i remembered him making a life sized goat made of wires and paper mache for da jie for her to display in e school during CNY... of cos it was e year of e goat la... He is also my sinseh... whenever me my sisters hurt ourselves he will always use his famous medicated oil to massage us...

Ah gong is the perfect man and husband.. he could cook, repair things, loves gardening, he drove till he was 70+ and most importantly he took care of ah ma so well until her last day... before ah ma fell really ill, ah gong used to drive her ard to buy stuff (oh ya ah gong used to drive me to school in JC), bring her to the doctor for checkups, go out to walk walk together... he would hold her hand so that she would not fall or be pushed ard...

Daddy brought out the suit which he wore when he got married...he cannot really fit into it anymore cos he is slightly bigger.. heh at e tummy area... he has also grown older e past few years... tink daddy is under alot of stress of having no proper job and having to carry the burden of maintaing the family... wish i earned more so i can give him more as well... he is also another perfect man and husband... and also the perfect father.. he can tolerate my mom and me and my sisters... drives my mom to work every morning... lends me his car even though i have done some damages to it already.. tolerates yun and her abuses.. and is always there to give da jie and me advise when we need it...

Mummy daddy and their 3 lovely daughters heh

Is my man the perfect man, husband and dad? i dunno yet but i do hope he will still hold my hand when i am old, be there to keep me warm and be by my side during my last few secs on earth...

AnY InTeReStEd GiRlS?????

The busy week is finally over... tot i would be more free this week but NO loh!! still got alot of things to do.. but its good cos i dun like to idle ard and do nothing... as everyone says i got lao lu ming, so i guess i will have to work my whole life.. Oh well at least i work hard and play hard as well heh..

Went to Walas yesterday with ying Keli and Josh... its been quite long since e 3 of us hung out... but nothing much has changed... except that ying and me have a plus 1 now.. too bad dear was not there with me but i guess it was better for Josh. Sometimes i tink that if i am Josh i would be very depressed and upset. The 2 girls he used to meet almost everyday in e past are now busy with their other halfs... If the situation was e other way ard where both of them are attached and i am not, i tink i would not know wat to do... no more frens to hang out haha... We want to help Josh get a girl! He is so eligible but just that he has not met e correct person... anyone interested pls send me ur resume heh... he is not bad looking, quite well off and funny haha..

Meeting dear tonite for dinner.. sometimes i tink i over estimate myself... who did i tink i was that i had so much influence to be e factor for him to quit smoking? sigh.. not going to work... its up to him and if he doesn't wan to no one can force him.. tink i will stop nagging at him already... dun wan to be a such a nag anymore...