AwWwWw.....

Its our 1st year anniversary this sun.. baby very sweet... he sent flowers to my office... awwwww... *melt* although a bit pai seh cos everyone looking at me when the delivery man came and passed me e flowers, but inside happy happy oso heh.. this is e 2nd time in my life i am receiving flowers and 1st time from delivery hor heh.. tiam mi mi heh...

show u picture of e flowers...

nice hor heh.. seldom get flowers la let me hao lian can? hehe

PaTiEnCe GoInG DoWn....

It was a hell of a week last week.. been so so busy.. and baby not ard.. my latest record staying back in the office was set last thurs at 9:30pm. I stayed back to do shit stuff like packing for my sat event, and no one bothered to help.. not even my boss.. she left office at very early at 2+ and did not come back already.. du lan ah.. nvm la anyway all my events i pack myself one no one offered to help anyway..

I was "chosen" to be in my company's family day commitee so i had to plan the games and all. went to sentosa twice last week, Wed and Fri to recce...had my last workshop for the year on sat. Watched Little Shop of Horrors on sat night.. not too bad but i would like it more if there were more of the Dim Sum Dollies... had dinner at Newton and they came over my hse play mj.. i lost to all of them.. TMD!.. damned irritated.. tink my patience is going down... thanks to my job

Anyway.. finally had to time to upload some of the photos for Batam..

Early morning in the cab...

at Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal.. quite nice leh.. look like airport heh.. ya la i sua ku nv go before ma

Yes smoking Kills.. and baby and Keli each bought 3 packs for $10.. damn cheap la

before we bosrd the boat...

A photo when we jus stepped onto Batam ground

the boys.. keli tip toeing.. trying to be taller than baby.. tsk..

the boys on the swing...

Pretending we are staying in the villa behind heh..

hmmm.. they are acting funny.. so matching heh

we are more normal heh.. Batam has got an ugly beach

Timer ------ SHOOT!

Ahhh.. Life...

lazing at the pool

eh.. ya the 4 of us...

Ying and Keli in the water..

dinner time!! we had to take a buggy to the restaurant! so fun haha...

huge spread for dinner!...

baby and his coconut...

Spies behind us!!.. on the boat back..

Thats e end of our weekend at Batam.. hmmm.. i wonder where next???

AnOtHeR WeEkEnD GeTaWaY...

This time, it was to Batam.. Everyone knows that Batam is the place to have a mistress. There were many men on the ferry with us.. hmmmm.. wonder where they are headed heh...

We took the 10am ferry to Batam... Ying met with a little accident on the ferry... She fell off the chair she was sitiing on. cos the support of the seat was loose.. quite a funny sight as one moment i saw her e other i heard a loud thud and she was on the floor... gave me fright though.. heng only her butt felt sore..

There was nothing much to do at Batam.. same as Desaru... but the beach at Batam was disappointing.. there was no water in the sea during low tide.. looked very dirty... spent the first few hours there sleeping as fri night we were out celebrating monkey's birthday in a room at Grand Copthorne.. had lunch after the nap and went ard exploring... sat at the beach for a couple of hours den went to the pool to soak.. ahh damn shiok man.. dinner was very good... we had a seafood dinner at their restaurant... we even had a buggy to drive us there heh.. there was fish, chicken, vege, calamari, soup, coconut and CRABS!! hahahahaha i was ready to explode after the meal...

Nothing much to do at night so we got mahjong from the reception.. they sent a mj table, tiles and chairs up to our room.. talk about service man.. it was on rental of cos.. $5/hr.. we bought 9 cans of Heinekin and 2 Guinness from DFS so we had to finish them.. losers must each drink half a glass.. very soon all of us felt like sleeping heh.. we only finished the 2 Guinness and 4 Heinekin..

Next day was spent lazing at the pool again... thats life man.. relaxing and lazing around.. very soon it was time to go home.. sigh.. back to work..

Will upload the photos soon.. left my camera with dear heh.. hope he had fun too.. dear going OBS tomorrow.. nobody accompany me...

MeN ArE AlL SeLfIsH...

We are always taught that Honesty is the Best Policy... I have been so honest with everyone.. but.. maybe it was not a good thing to be honest..

Why would i want to be a good person when i do not get anything good in return? Instead i get bullied and pple climb all over me cos i am good... I should not be so considerate and think so much about others.. its time i spare a thought for myself... Why do everyone think bout themselves first before others? shit wat am i talking about of cos everyone is like dat.. Men are all selfish..

Why am i such a pushover? I am so weak..

HaTe To Be WhErE I Am NoW...

I feel very depressed now... dunno what i should do, where i should go..
Feel like a failure... feel like crying..