I have finally done it!.. my days here are almost over..
Even though everyone is very happy for me.. i still feel a little sad.. all my frens are here and i feel upset to abandon them.. but i do not have a choice.. it seems like she was just waiting for the day.. right after i did it, the ad was up.. i guess i am really not wanted here..
Oh well.. i really hope its for the better.. but i will miss my colleagues here very much.. will i be able to find such fun and sincere colleagues? i do hope so.. i am a little scared and nervous about starting work in a new place but.. thats life isn't it?
Its e start of a new phase in my life.. i have to learn to be not so naive and trusting anymore.. but even after being treated like this by a very close fren.. i doubt i will learn.. cos that is me.. Isn't that who i am suppose to be?
