I DuN WaNnA Be BiTcHy...

Sy jus said this to me...

YoU'rE NoT VoCaL AnD BiTcHy EnOuGh To Be In MaRkEtInG..

YoU CaN't Be SuCcEsSfUl In MaRkEtInG If YoU'rE NoT BiTcHy..

Go TrY SoMeThInG ElSe..

OUCH!! Ya it really hurts..

What else can i do?

HaPpY PiG YeAr!!

Had my company's celebration last week.. am part of the social recreation committee in my company.. so tiring to plan a celebration man..

our 2 cai sen ye!!

me and sy with 1 cai sen.. heh huat ah!

e girls in the committee..

GoNg Xi Fa CaI!!!!!


so fast the long weekend is over and i am back at my desk.. so sian. no mood to work today.. anyway boss not ard today heh.. CNY passed so fast.. didn't do much though but at least this year my house had more visitors so my ah gong is happier heh..

actually there is really nothing much for me to write about my CNY celebration.. ya so boring rite..

UgLiNeSs On ThE TrAiN...

Was on the train to sembawang the other day.. as some of you might know i really do not like taking the train as i tink the train ride brings out the worst in Singaporeans.. its disgusting the way some people behave..

Being Number 1 - Even before the train is here, they squeeze all the way to the just before the yellow line to make sure they are in front After the door is opened, not waiting for passengers to alight they rush in hoping to be the first and get their butts on a vacant seat.

Butts with glue - Securing a seat, as if their butts are temporarily glued on, nobody seem to pay any attention to the old man / woman, a child, or a mother carrying a baby.. some conveniently "dozed" off pretending not to see the poor person struggling maintain their balance.

No backbone is it? - Talking about balancing in the train, it irritates me to see someone leaning on the pole while everyone is trying to get a grip..

Your home ah? - Someone need to teach these young people manners.. they tink the train is their home is it? sit on the floor (although i admit did that before but i was still young and ignorant), talk as if everyone is listening to them give a speech and on the radio so that everyone can enjoy the music as well..

Now coming to the main point of this post.. Saw a group of small young ah lians the other day and they were talking so loudly and playing music from their handphone as if they were they were the only ones in th train.. plus there was a kid beside them with a maid carrying a baby and all they did was to create more noise and be oblivious to them..my blood was boiling man!.. wanted to go up to all 4 of them and smack the daylights out of them..

Ya i took quite a while to get to the main point hehe..

ThAtS Me!!

I am confused..
I know i shold not stay here..
I know she is not doing me justice..
I know she is stepping all over me..
I know i am not treated fairly..
Yet why do i still try to find excuses for her?
I am so weird.. balme myself for being such a naive, silly and stupid person..
but I doubt i will change..
Most of the time, I choose to see the better side of people..

AnOtHeR DaTe...

Had dinner yesterday at Gardenasia in Sungei Buloh wetland.. its a very long way in.. never knew such a place existed in Singapore though.. very serene and quiet place surrounded by greenery and water.. went with co dy and lin for an event jointly organised by NEA and SDS... ya sort of like a dating thing but i was only there for the food and accompany them.. the menu i was promised was not there.. instead had a buffet dinner of the usual stuff.. so disappointing..

The people who attended were quite old and i tink we were the youngest there.. played some games and had a mini gift exchange... thats about it but the whole event was not too bad.. thought it was better than the speed dating thing..

yup.. this is the foursome from IJ.. my khakis in Sec..

LiFe AnD DeAtH...

Some of you who know me long enough would know that every year without fail, esp during Christmas, I can be found at Taka selling chocos.. this has been a routine for me since i was in JC all the way till 2005 when i graduated. That makes 6 - 7 years of selling chocos.. the reason why i do that is partly to make extra pocket money of cos but more inportantly it is to help my boss Karen...

Sat was a sad day as i received news that she has passed on that morning... although i knew she was sick it still came as a shock to me.. I did not know whether to be upset or happy for her.. st least she is no longer in pain and suffering..

Its scary to know things happen so fast and so unpredictable.. for all you know I might not be around tomorrow too...

WhAt A DeCeMbEr!!

Happy 2007!! Sigh back to work..

Been slacking for the whole of dec as nobody was in the mood to work.. gotta start being serious again.. Dec was a month of celebrations heh.. Baby's birthday, Christmas, Josh's birthday, New Year!!

Had a bbq on 24th Dec at east coast for baby's birthday.. he is so lucky la.. it rained every other day except the day of his bbq.. heh and we were so afraid we might have to change the venue of the bbq.. we really have to thank sh's dad for preparing all e food for us.. his mee goreng and the marinated food all damn nice la haha.. went to sy's house first and brought her dogs down heh...

Josh and bear bear..

so cute!!.. i mean bear bear...

baby and monkey.. really need to thank monkey and sy for thieir help.. so nice of them..

4 cuties... sy and drumstick.. me and bear bear heh..

baby and his 10 year good fren, Jimmy..

baby's 2kg cake.. compliments of Josh Keli and Ying heh..

birthday kiss heh..

baby with his colleagues..

the boys..

the girls.. hmmm...

me and my baby..

poor bear bear hehe..

And his celebration continued on till countdown on Christmas eve.. spent christmas countdown at clarke quay.. only me and baby cos they all went into Clinic and nv came out.. oh wells..

Josh's birthday was spent at wine bar and mj at my hse.. lost money as usual.. drove my parents to e airport and came home to sleep.. had e car for e long weekend hehe. BUT i had a minor accident.. yes again.. had to take e car to e workshop and i am still praying my daddy dun find about the changed bumper.. sigh something gotta happen on the last day of 2006.. so suay..

Countdown at Clarke Quay again.. this time with dyann, corine, Jaslyn and our other halfs.. ok for them it is as corine and jas are getting married soon... saw fireworks.. so nice heh..

Went to see the Westie i wan to buy yesterday.. its so cute!! its e NYDC dog.. i wan!! but i on't know if i can afford it and i know my auntie will be very scared of it sigh... how?? but i like.. shall go look for dogs after work heh..

So cute!! heh I like!!

Basically i spent my holiday sleeping through the day and staying up at night... back to work now.. bummer!!

DiSiLlUsIoNeD...

Some things are really not wat pple see on the surface.. it might seem all pretty and colorful on the outside but inside is actually jus an empty shell.. things are deceiving and are usually not wat u see.. When things have changed.. I see things i do not want to see, i find out things i do not want to kn ow.. its hard to reverse things back to the way they were when i was still ignorant and naive (although i tink i atill am).. people come and go and i guess that is part and parcel of life..

Although life is unfair to most pple.. i believe nobody will be a winner forever.. i am still waiting for my chance..

My WoRlD Is BeTtEr...

Today, i found out how fake people can be.. ok maybe not today but it didn't feel good to find out that certain pple might appear to be getting along fine with you and yet behind u they are doing otherwise..

Baby always tell me my thinking of people are not right - i tink everyone is good and most of them do something wrong or bad becos of some reasons and difficulties.. nobodyis really evil and mean.. they jus act in a certain way in that moment of folly...

Guess i am really wrong.. Why do i always try to be nice to everyone? Doreen says nobody will actually bother if you are nice to them..

The world is a very sad place.. i think i rather in my own world..

AwWwWw.....

Its our 1st year anniversary this sun.. baby very sweet... he sent flowers to my office... awwwww... *melt* although a bit pai seh cos everyone looking at me when the delivery man came and passed me e flowers, but inside happy happy oso heh.. this is e 2nd time in my life i am receiving flowers and 1st time from delivery hor heh.. tiam mi mi heh...

show u picture of e flowers...

nice hor heh.. seldom get flowers la let me hao lian can? hehe