BaNgKoK & GrAdUaTiOn

Just took a short holiday over the weekend to Bangkok.. Wasn't a relaxing holiday as i walked a whole lot! Bought some stuff but not much.. baby bought some stuff too and the best buy of the trip was a big backpacking bag heh..

See! his new big bag hehe.. if we going Barcelona next year will come in good use hehe..

We got katok by some tuk tuk driver as he brought us to eat very expensive food...

See baby's face so black haha.. It was after the expensive dinner..

At night, bangkok seemed like a very sleazy place as every tuk tuk we took wanted to bring us to watch ping pong show.. I refused to go in some "club" and the lady actually chased after us to slash the price from $800 baht to $400 haha but we still refused heh.. The tuk tuk asked baby if he smoked Marijuana.. U have a drug addict face la hehehe... Nothing much to elaborate already as there is just the same old things to do there...

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Some photos from Baby's graduation from his course ..

Joowell, Shaun and Terence

A proud moment haha

Ah beng and ah lian

GoOd!!

Is it really so dificult to find a GOOD company to with all with the following criteria?

- Good boss
- Good Working environment / colleagues
- Good job scope
- Good advancememt
- Good Pay


Hmmm.. i will continue my search..

SoMe UpDaTeS..

Its been almost a month since i started my new job. All's still well.. but things here are definitely very different there... no more slacking and la la la ing.. i tink its good.. at least i am learning things heh.. but its not as fun here.. time to get serious with my life.. i am already 25 and done nothing much...

Baby was sick yesterday.. on mc.. hope he is better today..

I realise i got nothing much to update.. its just work.. play.. sentosa..
I am so boring man!..

Oh wells.. back to work..

NeW JoB, NeW LoOk, NeW CoLlEaGuEs

Its almost a week since i started my new job.. still getting used to the place and the company.. lots of things to learn.. the stuff i have read the past few days has exceeded my total reading in years man heehee..

I still miss my ex colleagues though..

In Remembrance of the ex-colleague, ME, from 27th March 2006 - 8th August 2007

Oh ya for those who still dunno.. i chopped off my hair hehe..

PoP ThE ChAmPaGnE!!!

I have finally done it!.. my days here are almost over..

Even though everyone is very happy for me.. i still feel a little sad.. all my frens are here and i feel upset to abandon them.. but i do not have a choice.. it seems like she was just waiting for the day.. right after i did it, the ad was up.. i guess i am really not wanted here..

Oh well.. i really hope its for the better.. but i will miss my colleagues here very much.. will i be able to find such fun and sincere colleagues? i do hope so.. i am a little scared and nervous about starting work in a new place but.. thats life isn't it?

Its e start of a new phase in my life.. i have to learn to be not so naive and trusting anymore.. but even after being treated like this by a very close fren.. i doubt i will learn.. cos that is me.. Isn't that who i am suppose to be?

HaPpY BiRtHdAY To LittLe Me...

Its my birthday today heh... happy birthday to me!!! Lalalala...
My colleagues send flowers, a bear bear and balloon to the office for me yesterday heh.. so cute...
Josh bought cakes and presents for us.. such a sweet boy..

Hope my baby did not get me something too expensive heh.. I only wan u to quit smoking!!! haha

Baby went out to pick up mummy hehehe.. can't imagine my mom on baby's bike heh.. my mom's a biker chic!

watching dim sum dollies tonite..

HaPpY BiRtHdAy To Me!!!........

ChEr ChEr...

Should i, can i be a teacher? Got accepted by MOE but i am still considering the offer...
can't imagine myself disciplining a whole class of kids..

Cher, why must study?
Cher why must do homework?
Cher he bully me..
Cher, why u so short?


cher cher cher, cher cher, cher...

Can i do it?????

3 PoTs Of GoLd!!

Was driving to work just now and it suddenly started pouring when i was nearing my office.. i usually park in the open air, free car park opposite my office and risk my life running across the busy road.. yup and i was comtemplating if i shld park in the basement car park instead and just pay the fees.. but the rain suddenly stopped as it started!... and guess wat??
i saw not 1 not 2 but 3 rainbows!!... There are 3 pots of gold waiting for me!! heh


i think its gonna be a good day! feel very hopeful today..

GiVe Me A SiGn!!!

The date is closing and i have still not found anything.. how?? shld i do it first then think about it later or shld i wait??? Feel very lost.. dunno what or where i shld go from here...

Seem to have lost confidence in wat i am doing.. i need a sign.. i need directions!!..

So sian.. heng i am on half day hehehe.. an hour more to go hahahaha

HaPpY BiRtHdAy BrO!!!

Happy Birthday bro!!.. its been a long time since i called you that haha.. Just in case you do not know who u are.. its you, Jiawei!!..

Had dinner with Josh and Jw on wed .. dunno why suddenly everyone cannot make it.. we had California Pizza Kitchen.. tink we celebrated him birthday there a few years ago before.. time really flies man.. really missed the times we had in the past.. now we are all grown up and busy with our own lives.. I rem in the past when i was upset or bothered by some things, i would always talk to Jw about it.. I miss talking to him.. we are all so pre occupied with our own life..
tink my baby is sick of hearing my same old complaints.. thanks baby for listening though.. i will try to get over it.. Dun worry i have decided on a date and i will stick to it..
People change.. thats something i experience years ago and it is happening again..

I suddenly feel like such a failure after that night.. not sure why.. but prob cos everyone ard me is so successful and yet i am still stagnant here.. at least i still got my baby..

HoNg KoNg 2007!!!!

Finally have some time to upload my HK pictures.. Went for a 4 day trip and have loads of fun... mai dong xi, chi dong xi.... mai dong xi, chi dong xi.... heh.. ya spent alot too...

At changi airport having breakfast

it was at 0500 la

first thing he did after arriving in HK.. Tsk tsk...

We took a bus to Fanling.. eastern new territories in HK as we staying there for the first night at sy's father's place.. its a very quiet part of HK and very very close to China..

cannot rem e name of this temple but sy went to qiu qian.. she say very accurate..

then e shopping started!! sy went mad in H&M hehe.. someone shld open H&M here...

Lost??? We had dim sum and steamboat.. yum..stayed at sy's dad place for the first night.. the house was really like in the HK movie.. shophouses with gates at the roadside.. so fun! the next day we both checked in to our hotels.. i was staying at some ulu hotel in the western part of the new territories and sy stayed at disneyland... we stayed very far from each other la..

stayed at this hotel.. very far from everywhere else but very quiet and peaceful there.. from there we took a bus to disney to check into their hotel.

take picture.. on the bus to disney

we finally reached Disney!!

i am piglet and baby is Lilo or is it Stich???

mean machines.. heh..

group photo with the disney castle..

Even though many pple said HK disney cannot be compared to the others and not much fun but i enjoyed myself very much heh.. tink its e company la haha.. we took the teacup ride and spinned ourselves sick... from the start till the end.. could not stand straight after that heh

sy kissing pooh heh.. poor monkey..

took the disney train back.. saw it in the news before when it first opened and i finally see it!!

Monkey Mickey

We were so tired but we made it up the peak.. beautiful scenery and very very high... too dark to take nice photos though..

The next day we went to Ocean Park.. sy was very excited about the rides.. i was a bit scared hehe...

Took the cable car and my hair was flying everywhere..

i look like a mad woman.. heh

e rides were quite fun except the vertical fall.. we covered everything very fast and left to go shopping in the city heh... things were pretty ex so did not manage to get many things..

but we were on the quest to find Krispy Kreme and we found it!! unfortunately it wasn't as nice as the one i had in London.. not as fresh.. but still, i was satisfied hehe...

Spent the last day shopping as well.. walking ard the city.. tink HK is too fast paced for me.. pple there walk so fast..

on the train to the sirport.. time to go home..

We reached airport 4 hours before the flight so we walked ard, had dinner and had a drink.. tink we took too long a time and we had to run for the plane.. coincidentally the same thing happened to me before when i went bangkok.. haha cos we were buying M&Ms... haha.. de ja vu???

I had alot of fun!! Perth 2008 here i come!!! heh.. save money time....

HaPpY BiRtHdAy Co & DyAnN...

We celebrated Corine's and Dyann's birthday 2 sats ago.. ya quite long ago.. no time to update..
Anyway we had dinner and went to villa bali.. Josh crashed the party cos he was bored.. and i found out that he is planning to go to the states with the 2 of themwithout me! he had the cheek to ask for quotes in from of me! so irritating.. i would not want to go with them of cos but thanks for already excluding me.. i get it..

Its sad the how the situation has become.. but at least i got to see the true side of someone.. how a fren is suppose to help and defend me but does the opposite. Its scary how someone can change so much.. i feel very betrayed of cos.. it was really a very painful lesson but i guess i should be used to people stepping all over me.. even frens.

anyway some photos from that night..


IJ yeah!!


my 2 boys heh..

Me and my baby..

Yay!! we are going to HK next week!!! so exciting!!!

HiDdEn TrEaSuRe...

I was clearing my emails the other day cos its always full.. dunno why no matter how i clear its always over the size limit.. i rem it was like this in school as well.. but that's cos i did not bother checking emails.. anyway i found something which Lin did and Theresa forwarded to me..

It was some collated pictures of my birthday last year.. so sweet rite.. i forgot all about it until i stumbled upon it while i was trying to make space in my email. its a bit blur though cos it is blown up.. but i like!
Met up with them on Sat for dinner at a Jap restaurant at Grand Copthorne.. it was very ex for the amount we ate.. but i guess authentic jap food is about that price.. we talked for damn long and i realise all of my friends are thinking of changing jobs as well.. see! i am not e only one complaining hor.. guess very few pple are really satisfied with their jobs....

Sitiing there hearing our conversations, i relaise how long i have not contacted them.. some of the topics i do not understand and i guess i was siting at the end so i could not hear what was at the other end.. we are all so busy with our own lives nowadays that i hardly have the time to talk to them.. esp when Theresa say that her fav color is now White.. i didn't even know that.. i was a little upset but i guess i deserved it...

I guess among the 4 of us, i am the most detached one... I know all of us are busy but at least they take the effort to meet up or call each other.. sometimes i wish i can do more as well but i can't seem to find the time or i am jus bo xim.. sorry girls u are always the ones to organise outings.. thanks for taking the effort to include me.. i really appreciate it..

Hope we all find our dream jobs soon!!

GoInG BaCk To ScHoOl..

Tink i might go back to school.. gonna study another part time degree in Psychology..
I am going to be a psychologist!!.. but very expensive

Should i?

I DuN WaNnA Be BiTcHy...

Sy jus said this to me...

YoU'rE NoT VoCaL AnD BiTcHy EnOuGh To Be In MaRkEtInG..

YoU CaN't Be SuCcEsSfUl In MaRkEtInG If YoU'rE NoT BiTcHy..

Go TrY SoMeThInG ElSe..

OUCH!! Ya it really hurts..

What else can i do?

HaPpY PiG YeAr!!

Had my company's celebration last week.. am part of the social recreation committee in my company.. so tiring to plan a celebration man..

our 2 cai sen ye!!

me and sy with 1 cai sen.. heh huat ah!

e girls in the committee..

GoNg Xi Fa CaI!!!!!


so fast the long weekend is over and i am back at my desk.. so sian. no mood to work today.. anyway boss not ard today heh.. CNY passed so fast.. didn't do much though but at least this year my house had more visitors so my ah gong is happier heh..

actually there is really nothing much for me to write about my CNY celebration.. ya so boring rite..

UgLiNeSs On ThE TrAiN...

Was on the train to sembawang the other day.. as some of you might know i really do not like taking the train as i tink the train ride brings out the worst in Singaporeans.. its disgusting the way some people behave..

Being Number 1 - Even before the train is here, they squeeze all the way to the just before the yellow line to make sure they are in front After the door is opened, not waiting for passengers to alight they rush in hoping to be the first and get their butts on a vacant seat.

Butts with glue - Securing a seat, as if their butts are temporarily glued on, nobody seem to pay any attention to the old man / woman, a child, or a mother carrying a baby.. some conveniently "dozed" off pretending not to see the poor person struggling maintain their balance.

No backbone is it? - Talking about balancing in the train, it irritates me to see someone leaning on the pole while everyone is trying to get a grip..

Your home ah? - Someone need to teach these young people manners.. they tink the train is their home is it? sit on the floor (although i admit did that before but i was still young and ignorant), talk as if everyone is listening to them give a speech and on the radio so that everyone can enjoy the music as well..

Now coming to the main point of this post.. Saw a group of small young ah lians the other day and they were talking so loudly and playing music from their handphone as if they were they were the only ones in th train.. plus there was a kid beside them with a maid carrying a baby and all they did was to create more noise and be oblivious to them..my blood was boiling man!.. wanted to go up to all 4 of them and smack the daylights out of them..

Ya i took quite a while to get to the main point hehe..

ThAtS Me!!

I am confused..
I know i shold not stay here..
I know she is not doing me justice..
I know she is stepping all over me..
I know i am not treated fairly..
Yet why do i still try to find excuses for her?
I am so weird.. balme myself for being such a naive, silly and stupid person..
but I doubt i will change..
Most of the time, I choose to see the better side of people..

AnOtHeR DaTe...

Had dinner yesterday at Gardenasia in Sungei Buloh wetland.. its a very long way in.. never knew such a place existed in Singapore though.. very serene and quiet place surrounded by greenery and water.. went with co dy and lin for an event jointly organised by NEA and SDS... ya sort of like a dating thing but i was only there for the food and accompany them.. the menu i was promised was not there.. instead had a buffet dinner of the usual stuff.. so disappointing..

The people who attended were quite old and i tink we were the youngest there.. played some games and had a mini gift exchange... thats about it but the whole event was not too bad.. thought it was better than the speed dating thing..

yup.. this is the foursome from IJ.. my khakis in Sec..

LiFe AnD DeAtH...

Some of you who know me long enough would know that every year without fail, esp during Christmas, I can be found at Taka selling chocos.. this has been a routine for me since i was in JC all the way till 2005 when i graduated. That makes 6 - 7 years of selling chocos.. the reason why i do that is partly to make extra pocket money of cos but more inportantly it is to help my boss Karen...

Sat was a sad day as i received news that she has passed on that morning... although i knew she was sick it still came as a shock to me.. I did not know whether to be upset or happy for her.. st least she is no longer in pain and suffering..

Its scary to know things happen so fast and so unpredictable.. for all you know I might not be around tomorrow too...

WhAt A DeCeMbEr!!

Happy 2007!! Sigh back to work..

Been slacking for the whole of dec as nobody was in the mood to work.. gotta start being serious again.. Dec was a month of celebrations heh.. Baby's birthday, Christmas, Josh's birthday, New Year!!

Had a bbq on 24th Dec at east coast for baby's birthday.. he is so lucky la.. it rained every other day except the day of his bbq.. heh and we were so afraid we might have to change the venue of the bbq.. we really have to thank sh's dad for preparing all e food for us.. his mee goreng and the marinated food all damn nice la haha.. went to sy's house first and brought her dogs down heh...

Josh and bear bear..

so cute!!.. i mean bear bear...

baby and monkey.. really need to thank monkey and sy for thieir help.. so nice of them..

4 cuties... sy and drumstick.. me and bear bear heh..

baby and his 10 year good fren, Jimmy..

baby's 2kg cake.. compliments of Josh Keli and Ying heh..

birthday kiss heh..

baby with his colleagues..

the boys..

the girls.. hmmm...

me and my baby..

poor bear bear hehe..

And his celebration continued on till countdown on Christmas eve.. spent christmas countdown at clarke quay.. only me and baby cos they all went into Clinic and nv came out.. oh wells..

Josh's birthday was spent at wine bar and mj at my hse.. lost money as usual.. drove my parents to e airport and came home to sleep.. had e car for e long weekend hehe. BUT i had a minor accident.. yes again.. had to take e car to e workshop and i am still praying my daddy dun find about the changed bumper.. sigh something gotta happen on the last day of 2006.. so suay..

Countdown at Clarke Quay again.. this time with dyann, corine, Jaslyn and our other halfs.. ok for them it is as corine and jas are getting married soon... saw fireworks.. so nice heh..

Went to see the Westie i wan to buy yesterday.. its so cute!! its e NYDC dog.. i wan!! but i on't know if i can afford it and i know my auntie will be very scared of it sigh... how?? but i like.. shall go look for dogs after work heh..

So cute!! heh I like!!

Basically i spent my holiday sleeping through the day and staying up at night... back to work now.. bummer!!