EnTeRtAiNmEnT At WoRk On SaT!

Didn't have the feeling that i had yesterday for a very long time. Actually i dunno wat it is as well jus felt lousy and upset... i know i made dear feel bad as well cos my mood affects him too... I can't understand why i always get that feeling in e past and now its back... i guess when dear told me he cannot meet me already cos he was stuck somewhere in e heavy thunder storm...i know not his fault and i not angry oso la jus felt very sian cos nothing to do and nowhere to go and no frens to go out with... maybe cos i having my suntie oso so my mood super bad... Its how scary something so small can spoil my mood... disappointment can snowball into a damn foul mood la... makes me realise that i might be too dependent on dear already... not used to not having him ard... I cannot be like dat.. next time dear will be very busy with work and will always have no time... dun wan to depend too much on him also... '

Oh wells ... at work on a sat and damn sian dun feel like doin real work heh so i went to play the face recognition thing again on myheritage haha... quite fun heh.. kept me entertained for a while heh

Me Alyson Hannigan (think its e fat girl from date movie haha) and dear Ashton Kutcher

Sammi cheng! haha.. ying looks like some korean girl haha dunno who

hahahahah keli look like Maggie Cheung so chio haha...

Andy Lau??? why do i look like a guy? luckily a good looking one haha... see my sisters both so pretty!

hahahahha josh look like some indian woman.. and see! ying and ke li have fu qi xiang! they both got Maggie Cheung! i wish i look like Lucy Liu man haha...

my papa mama hahaha and dun ask me who are e 2 celebrities haha... i have no idea...

hahaha theresa look like some Korean man haha... he looks like a politician haha

Both oso so pretty haha... not fair!

haha i know dear will like this heh.. he looks like Jay Chou! haha.. dunno whose e guy Terence look like haha.. but look abit like my boss hahahaha

Okok no more time to play gonna knock off soon heh... see coming back to work on sat is a waste of time... i could be doing something else more constructive...

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Cold and wet thursday morning... had a little nightmare last nite heh.. dreamt someone was after me heh... i knew i shld not have watched Jeepers Creepers... freaky show thats why i didn't feel barve enough to watch it alone heh.. stop watching when everyone went to sleep heh...

Had dinner with dear at Spageddies last nite... e crayfish pasta is quite nice heh.. tink i put on some extra punds heh.. had dessert somemore heh.. need to start exercising soon.. suppose to go running with dear today but i nv bring my attire heh.. guess i will jus be his water girl heh...

Very cold now and sipping my hot tea heh... wish i was still in bed.. wish dear was here to keep me warm heh...

It'S a GoOd DaY...

Happy 5th Month dear dear... many many mnay more to come ya heh...

Love u baby...

MoNdAy AgAiN...

Sick again... sian man.. been falling sick every week... i am really very weak...

Watched Magic of Fundoshi on sat.. it was ok la not fantastic and not as fuuny as i expected it to be heh... oh but there was a nude scene.. at least it was a bit more enjoyable for the boys haha.. it was dear's first play heh...

Went Sentosa yeterday with dear, my 2 sisters and Fu.. we all woke up late... only stayed for an hour or so cos we suppose to go yum cha with ah gong.. we might have made it but tbere were 2 idiots in e toilet bething so damn bloody long... and there were only 2 cubicles! they were even talking to each other while bathing la... made me so damn irritated and angry... we started making sarcastic comments to shoo them out of the toilet... one finally came out almost 45 mins later... we 3 ruched into e cubicle and bathed together... couldn't care less we all changed outside e cubilce and displayed out beautiful bodies for all females to see haha... me getting a bit flabby so quite disgusting i tink haha... when we were done e 2 idiots were still in e toilet... of cos we cannot leave without leaving another rude comment...by e time we rushed to e restaurant they were done eating and going home already.. we da bao chivken rice home to eat in e end... mom was very angry and we tried to stay out of her way e whole time haha... and i started coming down with flu sigh.. wat a terrible way to end e weekend..

Its mon again and back to work again... sigh

MeMoRiEs....

Its been more than a month since i left Bar None... my working hours are definitely more regular now and i really do have more time for my family, frens and of cos my dear... wonder how is everyone there...

i found some old photos in my thumb drive so i have decided to upload them since i am so free at work on a sat heh... As u see they are mostly of me and Pam some of Willy and Marco haha.. didn't bother saving those with other pple heh... Sorry ah i not very neat hence my pictures are all over e place as well heh... Oh my! my face is so red in e first photo heh..

Those were e days of booze, music and late nights!

Heart Wrenching Moment

Last nite i brought my ah gong to bed... I was looking at him from behind... breaks my heart to see him reduced to skin and bones... makes me wonder wat i would be like when i am old...

Guess who?

Yesterday when i logged in to msn someone added me into her list. Guess who??.

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my MOM!!!!

She is trying to keep up with the times haha... she and dad had been chatting online heh.. so cute haha...

LaLaLaLa

Can u be happy by choice? I tink its possible... As cliche as it sounds why be unhappy when u can choose to live everyday with a smile?... maybe my tinking is still very naive but at least i am enjoying life as it is now...it doesn't mean i do not have downs in my life, in fact i have my fair share of woes...

Being happy does not mean escaping from all my troubles by not tinking about them but rather i try to tink of the bright side of things... dun tell me there are no bright side to things cos there will always be both sides of a coin... it jus depends on how u look at things... It may seem as if i am deceiving myself life is so short.. why brood on e unhappy stuff but rather i would wan to focus more on the things that make me happy...

I used to be a very pessimistic person.. esp in relationships... tink i have grown sick and tired of making myself unahppy and angry all e time and also spoiling other peoples' mood as well... it is contagious when u smile the world will smile with u but if u choose to be e other, e people around u will suffer with u... dun wanna be the grey cloud that covers the sky of others... i have chosen to be e sunshine now... Its actually not very difficult... when i make others happy, it gives me a great sense of satisfaction as well.

Its not about changing myself but looking at things from another perspective. There are 2 sides of a coin, 6 sides of a cube, countless sides of a circle... i tink u get e idea ya heh...

Naggy Me

I asked him to quit smoking... tink he is not happy with it... he tinks i am like her... she asked him to quit smoking too... i dun wan to be like her... but we all did it cos we love u... and its for ur own good not ours...i dun like to be so naggy as well... maybe i will stop nagging... dun wan to get on ur nerves...

I didn't mean anything bad when said u didn't have e will power to quit or to forget someone... but i always believed if i set my mind to do something i will get it done.. this is not being heartless and unfeeling... its deciding to do something good for myself... There is no point in holding on to something that had already left u far far behind... i would wan to catch up and even get ahead of it... not to prove to anyone anything but for myself to know i can be happy and self sufficient on my own...

No time for anymore cos its back to work heh... love u baby..

Da Jie is now a Catholic

The weekend passed so fast! back to work again so sian... gotta wait another 2 weeks before the next public holiday sigh... didn't do much the whole weekend but i attended da jie baptism on sat and my god it was really damn long... it started at 8 and ended at almost 12... i spent most of e time outside cos it was so cold in there and i tink e people behind me were getting irritated with my constant sneezing and sniffing and rubbing heh.. but it brought back fond memories of IJ heh.. haven attended a mass in almost 8 years...

Oh wells time to get cracking...

Lazy Long Weekend

Its e good fri long weekend.. boss is nice enuff to let us have long weekend so i no need go back work tmw heh... at dear's hse now he is playing game so i am here writing cos i got nothing to do heh..

Been working at my new co for 2 weeks already.. so far everything is ok.. quite a bit of things to do already so i had better buck up heh... at least i get off work on time now heh... more time for dear, family and friends heh...

Looking at dear play his game now from e other room.. he seems so engrossed haha.. if only he is so hardworking when he studying for his course exam oso haha... tink he might fail e paper he took on tues and i wonder is it is my fault or not... i tried to study with him but sometimes i tink i am more of a distraction haha... i will try to keep more quiet next time k heh...

3 days of hoilday to spend lazing ard with dear heh.. if e weather allows i shld be at sentosa tmw haha.. haven been there for very long.. getting fat and fair.. gross man.. dear u won't sian qi me rite? heh... love e new ball dear bought for me heh.. no money already so trying to stay home more heh...

Dear! time to eat dinner! heh.. boys and games... sigh..

Some Calculations...

Its been 2 weeks working here heh.. its not too bad.. get to leave work on e dot and definitely more free time... its a sat but i am at work doin nothing much heh..
haven really figured out how to use blogspot yet haha.. seems too confusing for me heh

Saw the starhub commercial on tv where they said every cigg u smoke will shorten ur life by 11 mins!! so i did a calculation for dear... is he smoke 1 pack in 2 days which makes about 182 packs a year = 3640 cigg in a year (WAH!!!) and he had been smoking for about 8 years which means he had smoked 29120 ciggs!! dats alot of smoke going in and out of his lungs la... he has lost 320320 mins in his life = 5338 hrs = 222 days = 7.4 mths!!!! Dear!!!! u have lost so much time! Maybe i shld try and catch up with u! humph!

8 more mins to knock off! heh

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